all we have is now

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars. You have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive God to be; and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

by Max Erhmann, 1927

life is nuts lately
really

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I got a new car!

This is all so stressful

I'd like to take this time to say that I fucking love my job

Perhaps I've begun to realize that I can't keep doing the same things and expect to get a different outcome.
This isn't fair, and I have to stop so I don't make us insane.
It's time to once and for all laugh at my ridiculous paranoid thoughts instead of worrying and believing them.

It's time to once and for all enjoy my life and stop letting myself be held down by myself.

The cycle of waking up and noon and going to sleep at 3am has begin

VIVA LA CHRISTMAS VACATION

bear dooowwwwnn
chicago bears

Useless, worthless, wasters.